today is my birthday and i am feeling so happy , even i am getting older by a year but i am feeling great coz each year i find myself in much better situation and many of my dreams come true ..

I dream from time to time bad dreams and horrible nightmares..and maybe it's the influence of Israeli war this summer ...
I dreamt last night of a nightmare made me awake till dawn..it is not easy to see a huge rocket falls near you and the floods surrounds you ,and the current of water draggs you to the bottom..i was feeling that so real that I was so terrified ...
I was standing in class and i was thinking of this nightmare..why ?I don't know ..
why my dreams are almost real?? ...When I dream of something ..anything i feel it almost real ...I have a worst fear that I reach a point not differentiating illusion from real l!!!!!!!!

The holiday ended without doing anything important as i always do , i prefered to stay at home all the time coz i was so tired the passed months ..work work work ...I just sat in the garden smelling the scent of the trees and flowers and having all the peace of mind..

I felt with so much energy and still feeling it coz i need it tomorrow coz it's the first day at school after the vacation..

May God give me strength in the coming two months coz work will be continous ....